A loving boyfriend.
Jeans that fit perfectly.
Good morning texts.
Good night texts.
Being mentioned in tweets.
Having a working pen.
Seeing loved ones happy.
Being on time.
When my numbers balance.
The Ellen show.
Pumpkin flavored anything.
Small children that love you.
Children with manners.
Whole grain bagels toasted with veggie cream cheese.
Not having car problems.
Knowing people care.
Thoughts of being married.
Thoughts of the puppy I will have.
Being the perfect temperature.
Quality windshield wipers.
Things wrapped nicely.
Feeling a baby kick.
Sassy teachers that like you.
Flipping to the right page the first try.
The New Girl.
Singing at the top of your lungs.
Steak knives that actually cut.
Guessing the correct answer or time.
More to come.
I wish there was something I was truly obsessed with.
I wish I had a dream job.
I wish I had my heart set on something.
I wish I loved doing something so much that I could say that I was gifted or it came naturally.
I wish I had a goal set for myself.
The only thing I am sure about and I know I want is to be someone’s wife and to be a mom. I know that I want to love someone unconditionally and I love taking care of people. I love helping people I love. I love spending every moment with my boyfriend, my friends and my family. I hate being alone. Luckily, I have the best friends I could ask for, a fantastic boyfriend, who makes me extremely happy and makes me smile like no other, and I have an amazing family who loves me endlessly. As much as I wish for those other things, I know I don’t need anything else. I have a wonderful life and, I know, a fantastic future!
As I sit here people watching at Starbucks, line out the door, around the corner and down the street, I realize how much I hate being here in Providence. I hate counting down the minutes until I have to scurry off to my class. I hate looking out this window and seeing the same faces of the same annoying JWU students complaining that the Starbucks line takes too long when they CHOSE to stand in the unforgivingly long line. I could not be happier this ‘long’ weekend is coming. If only it were the end of the year. Or at least the end of the trimester. Oh, how much I hate school. It’s amazing. Truly miss high school. I only wish I could go to school somewhere closer. Ugh. Off to class. Fuck meeeeeeeeee!!!!! -____-
Great day today with Chuck. Everything is fine when we are together, texting all the time sucks though. Wish he was closer. Plus he is going to Florida next week, so I won’t see him for 2 weeks. :/ this will be the longest we haven’t seen each other since we started dating. I am gonna miss him.